I Shall Lose

Wow, I really did it, I walked back into a Weight Watchers meeting on Saturday morning. Whew, the hard part is over. I say the hard part because I was so nervous to walk back into a Weight Watchers meeting, as I just didn't know what to expect. Would the people in the meeting remember me and noticed that I failed? Would it be the same leader that would say something totally off the wall to me? Would I know any one in the meeting and get embarrassed? What would it be like? I couldn't sleep on Friday night as I was going over and over in my head what my big day back at Weight Watchers would be like....let me tell you it was awesome. I felt sooooooooo proud of myself to have enough courage, despite what I was feeling to walk back into Weight Watchers ready to take back control over my life....AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!!

In my last post I mentioned that I was not going to look at my first weigh in weight. After contemplating this for several hours, I made the decision to look at it. It is who I am now, it is not what I will be. I need to understand and know my weight so that I can help myself get healthy. It is not about the number on the scale, it is about doing the things I need to do to make me healthy, to make me live as long as I can with minimum to no health concerns. I am elated to have looked at my weight on day 1. You can see my stats here.

Today is day 3 on plan and I had an awesome day. I went to workout at 5:30 a.m. where I did the elliptical for 30 minutes non-stop, can we say major NSV? I also had a perfect day on plan eating wise. I feel good, I really do. I know that I will have some bad days, we all do, but I will push on as long as I can breathe. This is amazing, I feel great, I can't believe it.

Now I am off to relax a bit and watch a little television before I call it quits for the night. I must get some rest so that I can wake in the a.m. for my workout : )